DO YOU EVER GET SO ATTACHED TO ONE OF YOUR INTERNET FRIENDS THAT WHEN THEY’RE NOT ONLINE OR THEY’RE ONLINE AND THEY’RE NOT REALLY TALKING TO YOU YOU CAN FEEL YOUR INSIDES WHINING LIKE A SMALL KITTEN
AND YOU LIKE WANT TO TALK TO THEM BUT YOU’RE AFRAID YOU’RE ANNOYING THEM TO DEATH EVEN THOUGH THEY CONSTANTLY TELL YOU THAT YOU DON’T ANNOY THEM
AND YOU JUST WANT TO BE NEXT TO THEM AND LOVE ON THEM AND IN GENERAL BE WITH THEM
YEAH
I get this way a lot. I’m not great at picking up on other peoples’ feelings, particularly when I don’t have a face to look at (which is funny, considering I don’t look people in the face anyway, and I’m only really comfortable having extended conversations when I’m not actually with the person and can take my time responding). So I sometimes get this crippling worry that I’m doing something wrong or making some kind of mistake, and I’m generally at least mildly afraid that I’ll chase someone off by being odd.
But at least I’m self-aware, and I know that it’s usually just in my head, so I can try to work my way past it. At any rate, I’m hella into all of my regular rp partners - if I don’t talk to you much or get shy about approaching you, it just means I’m anxious about annoying you. I still love you like whoa. <3
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